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STORY TO HEAVEN PROBABLY HELL

It never took just one idea to love . But then why just one idea of Being Scattered is so tough to take . 
This hurts . . . This pains .
But this too aids .
Something feels numb inside me to recognise to that level where it feels it can't breathe anymore . Its said Everything Decreases with time but THIS just MAGNIFIES . 
Loving someone can never be monotonous if it's LOVE . And I never feel monotonous. Then what is it which doesn't allow me to sleep . Night after night . As if i am gonna miss the train everytime I want to catch it . As if i am on the peak of the mountain and someone is holding my hand and once the person leaves Everything Blanks . 
Then maybe another world is waiting for me in the woods down the mountain . But it's Scary but maybe Worth it . But as if a part of doesn't even wanna lose this . But in this twenty first century there are many distractions to move out from something . But again it feels like if i felt this hour of such a life of a relationship then why not feel the journey of getting seperated . . . Let's feel the pain. But that's not that easy how it seems to . Sometimes it feels Horrifying. It feels as if something is drowning our head down the water . And then once the breath stops the World stops . Is there any world beyond Breathe.
And is it even time for me to enter this world . 
Is it even right ? 
I said u right that I won't live without u 
 ........ What was more important than this which made you leave in such a uncertainty .
Can I call u back . . . Say . . . Cannn iiiiii ???
Then pls let me in ur World .  What ???  Its the world of Grief .... Let it be ..... I am happy WITH YOU .
Its quite Toooo Quite for me too handle . My Heart is Too Delicate to handle this . Plsssssssss Don't Go . Stay . Just Stay LOVE .
                     And if not then kindly give me ur adress idiot . Heaven or Hell is hopefully toooooo big place to find u . 
                                        ❤️

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