An erotica worth longing for , 🖤🌹...

So .... It all started from that one drink .... And I actually don't remember what was the exact magic after that ... It's like every time I think about you ... Occurence blurifies .
So .... It basically started from my status , me mourning about the long days I didn't drink and him asking if I would join him for the next one at his home . 
.... Who thought , like really who actually thought ..... Me in his room ... Us alone .... With some drinks in our system and the song playing was Jadoo hai nasha hai..... And that breath of his , touching my shoulder will trigger all the nerves of my body .  And still I was trying to keep things under control , until and unless he holds my waist and pulls me more tighter and closer towards him , and as our cheeks rubbed and our lips touched ...

... And................
That was the start of the never ending ignition ..... And oooo myyyy goddd ..
... That was the first time his body touched mine and yeah obviously we were pretty into intoxication ... And after our first session ... During our second .... I realized it was not really the intoxication which brought us close ... It was his heated up body grinding upon my body , that's what made the intoxication more toxic . Before I forget .. I love this toxic .. And infact now I am quite addicted to this toxic . I wanna feel this toxic in every inch of my body ........ Under every inch of my skin .

And then as we both had some plans with one of our common friend ... So we bucked up and we went to meet that friend of ours ... And acted allllllll normal and natural . Inspite of the fact that I wanted to kiss him the whole time .... Irrespective the places we were ... And irrespective of all the persons we were in front of ... As if my heart was controlling my mind and my mind was manipulating my body .... And kind of became a great deal for me to stay away from that person .
Unless .. as soon as we reached our home and a text popped up in my cell ... asking me how was it .... And here comes me blushing stupidly and replying how amazing the person was and also how I can't really wait for the next time ........ And then comes the reply , asking me if I am free for tomorrow ... And that's the part where I got turned on to the power infinity seeing the same opposite response of how much I am affecting his nerves and putting it into fire.
And then the next day it was . And somehow it ended up abruptly ... And we both couldn't really wait till his little trip ended ......... And then it's today  ...  And I can't really resist myself from writing all this over ...
So ... The door was open ... I entered ... I looked at him ... As if it was too hot for him to wear any shirt , or maybe it was one of his little naughty tricks . I looked at him ... He looked at me ........ And still kahi na kahi we were not totally out of that zone of uncomfortability , so it all started with little confused , little messed up , little scary feelings and along with all this really massive urge of tearing each others clothes as soon as we look at each other . And that fire was like impossible to ignore ...... How much close we become and how much we try to extinguish it ........
We had a little weed and as if the fire got tripled and it was within some moments we looked at each other ... We came close ... He runs his fingers over my face and caressed away my hair disturbing my face and we came more close as we kissed .... ... .. And oooo fuckkkkkk !!! .... That kiss ......  As if the world got blinded out . As if our breath was getting strangled with each other , I could feel his heart beat increasing in the same pace as mine . His hand slided through my waist and he pulled me closer . And the lipsplay became more intense . I could feel his hand sliding from my waist towards my breast  as his lips slided from my lips towards my neck . I could feel myself getting wet with every step he is up to and as more close we were coming . He thumbs mah breast and took me to a position where he could unhook me while kissing me with all his passion .... And he started coming down on me and touched my bare breast with his lips and circled my nipple with his tongue  and he started smooching my breast like a hungry animal and I grabbed his hair more into it ... As if the pain his teeth was causing to my breast just changes magically into pleasure .... And he did not even allow me to appreciate all of it and just pulled out my jeans and then my panties . And coming towards my lips once again ... Started kissing me as his hand slided down my vagina inspite of all the restrictions , at least I tried to give . With some rub on my  clitoris he rubbed the whole wetness of my vagina into his fingers and with no time he thrusts his two fingers inside my vagina and started grinding me with his fingers and his voice ...... Damn ... He came close to my ears and says ...... " Say me how much of a slut you are of mine . "... and then as if intentionally puts his hand above my mouth so that anything I say would turn into a moan ..... The exact thing he wanted to hear , was me saying him how much of his slut I am  ....  And then he decides to break the fluency and for one second , moves away from me and opened his pants and came near my mouth with his highly erected penis and he started suffocating me with it , thrusting his impossibly big penis , into my mouth and I could barely breathe anymore and I scratched him , pleading to leave me but as if barely my voice reached his ear as he was too much mesmerized by the essence of how such a big and hard thing getting into all kinda soft touch of my salivating mouth ... And can't be able to hold it anymore I anyway pushed him and as if he got pissed at me somewhere and with a dirty punishing look thrusts his giant hard penis into my wet soft vagina ... Hitting my g spot . And he didn't give anytime for me to adjust and with all his passionate anger and starts grinding me like it was the end of the world to me . And his hands were continuously travelling from my waist to my breast and then suddenly running his fingers into my hair and kissing me with all the passion and love , a person could show . And then suddenly he started slowly putting himself inside me once again ....  And it just changed from like a hard grinding to a soft unforgettable love making session. And as I thought it just ended ... We just need to stop it was more than three times and we both were exhausted ... At least what I thought ..... Bcs with some cuddles as I was turned back and with that tight grip as if the person just don't want me to leave .....  We probably know each this closely not from a long period of time ....... Thus this feeling of not letting each other away  ... Is this pure libido? Or maybe something more than ..........
And I was just indulged into my thoughts when the song Love me like u do by Ellie Goulding , just jammed the whole moment and all thoughts started to get blurred out once again . As he took my hand and kept it over his still erected part .. He started to kiss me on my neck as I softly caressed his balls , and with all this I was at top of him and we kissed intensely ... My breasts were getting rubbed upon his chest , our bare naked body were involved in their own game , and this time I inititated myself over him ........ I started riding him so bad and his hands were continuously upon my breasts. And then he again just throws me on the bed .... Holds my hand ... Looks into mah eyes ... And started to pound me again and againnnnn  ... And six sessions were completed and this time I felt dead and I literally pleaded him to leave me ....... But it was like he just don't want the moment to go ... And how can I forget the rhythm of rain drops surfacing the terrace and how much that sound magnifies whatever this was .. Just libido  or love making .... Or maybe something between them ..... Or something which may be we are in a real early stage to understand that ....

So....... Whatever it is .. I kinda have started to feel addicted to him and his smell ....... And his part ........ Ummmm ... Nahi humnein pucha ... Nahi usne bataya ......... Mhhhhh ..... 🖤🌹🍂 ...