It never took just one idea to love . But then why just one idea of Being Scattered is so tough to take . This hurts . . . This pains . But this too aids . Something feels numb inside me to recognise to that level where it feels it can't breathe anymore . Its said Everything Decreases with time but THIS just MAGNIFIES . Loving someone can never be monotonous if it's LOVE . And I never feel monotonous. Then what is it which doesn't allow me to sleep . Night after night . As if i am gonna miss the train everytime I want to catch it . As if i am on the peak of the mountain and someone is holding my hand and once the person leaves Everything Blanks . Then maybe another world is waiting for me in the woods down the mountain . But it's Scary but maybe Worth it . But as if a part of doesn't even wanna lose this . But in this twenty first century there are many distractions to move out from something . But again it feels like if i felt this hour of such a life of a relat...